Well, here it is! My first official 'new' piece! I'm feeling pretty good about it, but there are still (rather strong) pangs of uncertainty? sadness? nostalgia?? when I look at my 'old' paintings compared to this one. Still clearly a very strong Hopper influence, and my colors are still bold. But something else just seems.....missing. I tell myself that it is the anger that is missing. No doubt my old works had an angry, in-your-face quality to them. I am so much happier than I was in my early 20s.
And of course there is the size. As much as I would love to paint lifesize (or nearly so) that is just not feasible anymore.
But I wonder/worry there is something else missing. Is my voice gone? Or is it just different?
Anyway, decide for yourself, 'cause here it is:
While my old work was undeniably about me, my inspiration now comes from the people and the land that surround me. I came from here -- so I guess it's about me too -- but yet I'm a bit of an outsider looking in. Sort of. But it's an interesting, beautiful view, nonetheless...
"Sunday Drive" oil on canvas, 24"x 36" 2011